Jezebel is a witch. Yes, her father was Ethball, king of the Zidonians, and was both the king and priest of Baal worshipers. Â Their gods were Baal and Ashtaroth or Astarte. Ahab installed a temple to the Sun-god in Samaria with 450 priests. Jezebel had another sanctuary erected where she fed 400 of them at … Read more
This blog is a letter to my children. I have been married to 2 Narcissists in my life. The Church calls them Jezebel Spirits. Here is my life lesson. In my opinion a Narcissist does not know what love is. It is always all about them. We are not people – we are possessions. And … Read more
CAN I RUN INTO YOUR ARMS? Copyright 2014 Diana Rasmussen, dedicated to t when my life won’t unwind and I can’t clear my mind can I run into your arms my shelter in the wind when my heart is crying out and I’m numb to the world can I run into your arms my lover … Read more
Music – love it, hate it, just can’t live without it.  We were made to praise, to worship, and to love. Happy songs, sad songs, love songs, break up songs. We tell our stories in songs. Our lives are the lyrics – all the good parts, and all the ugly parts. Who is your favorite Artist? … Read more
October is Domestic Violence Awareness Month. Â I have not posted on this subject yet this month, but today I want to share a few entries from my journal. Â Someone you know is most likely affected by Domestic Violence. Â Last I heard DV affects 1/3 women and 1/6 men in the United States. Â And I am … Read more
Here is a song/poem I wrote about my life lately. Yes, we went to court – again. And no – deadbeat dad is still not paying child support. I know I am not the only one here who deals with this. And yes, God is good and He has made up for all things. But … Read more
Love is messy. It’s not for the faint at heart that’s for sure. And it’s not for the fault finders either. We are all still human and how we respond to someone’s mistake or weakness shows others how soft or how hard our heart is. As a parent I am still learning and growing. Â I … Read more
Rejection. Not being chosen. Not being wanted. The spurning of affection. Â Betrayal. We have all been rejected for something in our lives. Â We have all been betrayed or rejected by someone we thought who loved us. Â But what do you do to recover from that feeling? Â How do you, ‘get over it’? Here is a … Read more
I thought I was done when the divorce was over. I thought that would be my ending and I would never have to see the Abuser again. Yeah right. Not if you have children together. Â The story isn’t over when the Judge says “I grant the Judgement of Divorce.” Â Yeah, that’s what they call it … Read more
Stop TOLERATING the Jezebel spirit! These are my notes from a teaching I saw from Pastor Robert Morris of Gateway Church 2011 Pastors Conference in TX. The Jezebel spirit tries to get you to defile yourself on the inside or outside to disqualify you for ministry. We should cast her out and those who commit … Read more
There are sunny days and cloudy days. Happy days and sad days.  Today – just in a melancholy mood – idk why. mel·an·chol·y ˈmelÉ™nËŒkälÄ“ noun 1.a feeling of pensive sadness, typically with no obvious cause. “an air of melancholy surrounded him” synonyms: sadness, sorrow, unhappiness, woe, desolation, melancholia, dejection, depression, despondency, cafard, gloom, gloominess, misery; … Read more
I am writing this as I was looking at the grass today, and how quickly the Dandelions grow back. Â You know you can cut the grass one day and the very next day they are back. Â Springing up despite all your effort. Â Kind of reminds me of addiction. Â You can try on your own. And … Read more