A Handful of Sand
Copyright 2013 Diana Rasmussen
His cover is totally blown
All his secrets are known
With hang up calls
Ringing their home phone
All she has is a handful of sand
Falling through her fingers
The tighter she grips
The more she loses
Just a handful of sand
Accepting the finality
Of his depravity
She refuses
false reality
All she has is a handful of sand
Falling through her fingers
The tighter she grips
The more she loses
Just a handful of sand
Like a snake slithering in the grass
A man with two faces is dangerous
All she has is a handful of sand
Falling through her fingers
The tighter she grips
The more she loses
Just a handful of sand
MY PRAYER FOR YOU:
Dear Lord,
There are so many of us that have been lied to, and cheated on. Â Adultery, cheating, lying, unfaithfulness, sneaking around – whatever. What they did was wrong, you know it and we know it. Â Help us Lord. Â We don’t know how to fix this mess. Â How can we trust again? What do we do? Where do we go from here? Â Looking to You for answers…
(P.S. Â I do not know who I was supposed to share this with tonight. Â Just know you are not alone. Â I have been there too. Â And yes, it was wrong. Â When my ex cheated on me I had to decide – should I stay or should I go? Was counseling an option? Did he want to change? I couldn’t change him, or fix him. He did not know what love was. Â And he didn’t want to stop and learn either. I couldn’t make him love me. It wasn’t about me – a hard heart doesn’t let anyone in, even me. And some people do NOT want to change. Â And I was worth more than that – and so are you beloved.)
Your poem is so poignant. I pray that you come to the best decision for you and your loved ones.
Amen.. beautiful!
Thanks Angel. I know God can heal all things.
“Come to me all who are weary and heavy laden”
Ok, sitting here, waiting…
Amen.. I hear that!!
Lol. Me too!
Oh, Diana…tears falling here…I needed to read this tonight! Beautifully written…I am sorry that you were hurt like this…You are beautiful and amazing…and I love you, Lady… <3 ~*~
Thanks Dove…I knew you would help me fly away…love you too <3