Crazy for Thinking I Could Change Him

Crazy. For thinking I was the Savior – that I could change someone’s behavior. Crazy for thinking it was all about me. Crazy for thinking things would get better when you live with an Abuser – when actually things were getting worse day by day. Denial is powerful. Especially when you have given away your power. Crazy for thinking he would be faithful – when he is gone night after night.

Living in an abusive relationship is toxic – to me. It’s all about power and control. And a small man pretending he is God. Crazy, I tell you.

If you need help, reach out today. Call the hotline for Domestic Abuse, or the YWCA, or tell a friend. Life doesn’t have to stay CRAZY! God will make a way where there is no way. He will put people in your path to lead you out of the darkness and into the light.

Daily Prompt: Let’s Go Crazy

Sometimes, we act on impulse: it could be something as small as ordering that special dessert on the menu, maybe asking out that cute boy or girl, or as large quitting your job and selling everything you own to become a shepherd in New Zealand. What’s the most crazy, outrageously impulsive thing you’ve ever done? If you’ve never succumbed to temptation, dream a little. If you gave yourself permission to go a little crazy, what would you do?

Photographers, artists, poets: show us IMPULSE.

CRAZY by Patsy Cline

I’m crazy for feeling so lonely
I’m crazy
Crazy for feeling so blue
I knew you’d love me as long as you wanted
And then some day
You’d leave me for somebody new

Why do I let myself worry?
What in the world did I do?

Oh, crazy
For thinking that my love could hold you
I’m crazy for trying
And crazy for crying
And I’m crazy for loving you

Crazy for thinking that my love could hold you
I’m crazy for trying
And crazy for crying
And I’m crazy for loving

Image Source: Pinterest

About dianarasmussen

Diana Rasmussen is a Faith Builder, Worship Leader, Veteran's wife, and Customer Service Rep
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26 Responses to Crazy for Thinking I Could Change Him

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  12. ropheka says:

    Focus on the Family is another good recource.


  13. bowlingchef says:

    love reading your blogs Diane, this post is awesome and the song “crazy” by patsy cline is one of my favs. keep up the good work.


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  19. aromo says:

    YOU are not crazy one, always remember that. No matter what anyone else says or has made you think.

    National Domestic Violence Hotline – 1 800-799-SAFE (7233)

    (TTY)1 800-787-3224 /


    • Thank you for this. You are so right. I hate how the Abuser always told me I was the crazy one and made me feel that way. Especially when I caught him in a lie. He would always turn things around and make me question myself when really he was just trying to cover things up. Thank you so much, Diana


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  21. Your words always ring so true Diana, thanks for the blessings this morning! I tried something new my sister, here is a link to my first video called My Eternal love, you know your poems and songs inspired me to give it a try along with my brother friend Mark, I know you will enjoy it, as we share the same selfless spirit to always help others with our gifts. It is on you-tube, and also was on my blog last Friday! I will begin to try and share more using Sound Cloud also. The link:


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